8:48 PM
lost without you;
Friday, September 09, 2005
BOOHOO... can't go for the BBQ todae.. i think i'm the onli one not going... tat sucks... wish i could go... *sighs* blame it on myself... why did i get so lan4? 4 AE's... nv do corrections... arrgghhhh... I HATE MYSELF!!! why they all can have fun... except me... stoning at home... no. wrong. it's not my fault alone... it's dad's fault too.. ARGGHHHHH... can't imagine them having fun now... and poor me... hafta stay at home... :( wonder wat they're doing.. playing werewolves? hahas. juz hope mr sze wun scold me fo not coming... mrs ho too... ehh? is mrs ho going? oh wells. will wanghuan blame me for being an irresponsible person? not bringing stuff... or maybe she'll sae that i'm not sporting.. aiya. dunnoe larh... thnx to my dad.
peisan's gone home... to KL... she must be so happy now... finalli able to go home... haha. everyone is happy... all except me... *sobsob*
`i'm a sad mushroom
`all alone beneath the tree
`where are all the other mushrooms?
`out there playing wif mr sze... (wahahahas)
`except me.
`stoning under the old oak tree...
BOOHOO........ :(
2:52 AM
lost without you;
Monday, September 05, 2005
finalli got to see my progress report... hate chaichoonkow... he gave me a C... mrs tan and ms koh rocks... they gave me good and encouraging remarks... then ms lee said that i had to hand up the corrections on time... and my dad was chao unhappy abt that remark... hafta improve on my 1st instrument... :)
my dad said that i got so lan4 coz i was OBSESSED BY MR SZE!!!! he has a serious problem lor... wat does my results have to do wif mr sze? he says that i practise my viola too much... even though i only practise once a week... which is already the least ler lor... :( i guess i wun be able to go to the BBQ too... coz as he said... i'm obssessed wif sze... =.=he'll sae it's not important. dun waste ur time. tat place is uu-loo and blah blah... hahas.
need to go to sch. tomorow... tat's the depressing thing... and see ms lee... :( arggghhhh... why can't she not rite such a remark? boohoo... can't she like phrase it in a better way... like not so straight forward...
the anonymous person has a problem again... i guess he didn't read the post... he still keeps fan2-ing me... and the funny thing is that the person dosen't get annoyed or frustrated that i didn't even reply 1 of his/her SMS-es... hahas. so shall keep it tat way for a moment... wait till he/she gets frustrated... :)
my dad's coming back now... better not let him see this post... :)
sayonaras~
4:34 AM
lost without you;
Saturday, September 03, 2005
just changed my blogskin... becoz the pic. in my previous blogskin can't displae... it keeps having the 'x' sign... hahas.
'horrible'=*******
'terrible+vegetable'=********
hahas. so this is the code... :) here's how the story goes...
being seriously unlucky tat dae... i picked 'horrible'.
but then i thought i still had some hope.
to my dismay i did not... :(
'terrible+vegetable' picked me... argghhhhh....
actualli i'm not sure abt 'terrible+vegetable' lar... i mean... i'm not quite sure whether it's her or not... juz hope it's not... (but i have a strong feeling it's her leh) hope my guess is wrong... *prays hard*
a horrible image of me... wahahahas. tat was wat i was asked to draw during art lesson todae... hahas. it sort of rock. it was a totally disfigured me. onli when i had alreadi drew my disfigured self that i had to explain why i drew it like this... and i had to look something like this... had to write reflectionns... so i wrote that i was inspired by the unique way of picasso's drawing... hahas. dumb lar... i oso realised that the 'upside-down man' mrs tan(art teacher) made us draw was also one of picasso's drawing... :)
the anonymous person is totally irritating... i tried to ignore him/her... but he/she didn't give up!!!! argggghhhhhh... hope after the person reads this post he/she will noe wat to do :)
5:08 AM
lost without you;
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
oh mann... i have a problem... someone is SMS-ing me like crazy and i dunnoe hu's that person... and the even worser problem is... "the person" sends those kind of chao mushy messages... hahas. nvm... shall not bother abt those things for the moment... :)
went back to my pri. sch. todae... didn't see the principal... cos i went in by the back door... so no chance to sae: "i'm from 6F 2004 and now in NYGH... i'm here to visit my ex-teachers.. " wahahas. when gu3 teacher saw me he was like... "waaa... nanyang de leh... wei4 wo3 men2 xue2 xiao4 zheng1 guang1..." haha. then mr yama OMOST forgot my name... argghhhh... we didn't get to see mr mohan... he's now a senior teacher... woohoo!! he rocks!!!! took alot alot of pictures... but i think it's quite chou3 lar... hahas... coz we took them in the playground... then there very windy mar...
our teacher's dae performance was totally horrible. terrible and vegetable... hahas. heard that brittany was clapping like crazy... i couldn't see anyone from strings... coz i didn't wear my glasses... :) but sad to sae that we disapointted them... we played horribly... she said that the choir was totally out of tune... realli meh... arggghhh... if it's true... then it's even worse... but she oso said that she couldn't hear the strings pple playing... too soft ler... onli can hear pipa. piano. and the choir...
BOO :( he didn't went back... guess i wun be able to see him in my entire life ler... BOOHOOO :(
4:41 AM
lost without you;
Monday, August 29, 2005
chaichoonkowsucks.
chaichoonkowsucks.
chaichoonkowsucks.
chaichoonkowsucks.
chaichoonkowsucks.
chaichoonkowsucks.
i dun care... he MUST find my portfolio... no matter how... and wat... even if he has to go to the ends of the earth... i'm not going to do it again... i did it 3 times ler... it's totally HIS fault...
4:44 AM
lost without you;
Friday, August 26, 2005
BOO :(
seriously frustrated... disappointed. pissed off... i dunnoe wat i'm feeling now... mixed feelings i guess... she wasn't as nice as i thought... *sigh*... alot of things in my mind right now... hmmm... wat should i do abt it? throw them aside?... hahas. wish i could do that... but no. i can't... :(
`once upon a time
`i thought she was nice
`i treated her like an angel from heaven... (exaggerated of course)
`the least that she could do was to smile...
`but she chose not to
`i think it's something i did?
`*sigh*... does she hafta be liddat?
`can't she be kinder...
`and return a smile
`somehow i knew that she delibrately ignored me on purpose
`hinted to someone abt me
`i knew right then it was me...
`but i juz kept my big mouth shut.
`i guess she wasn't satisfied...
`and the story had a sad ending :(
dun wanna sae the person's name... and i think the person wun noe that i'm actualli writing abt her... that's good in a way... i realli dun want to think it's her... coz she was NICE... (a long time ago) ... but i guess it didn't last.
nvm. tests are over... breeaatttthheeee... history test was horrible... i totally had nothing to rite for the yin and yang thing... and it's a 5 MARK ques. sia... juz 3 ques. for 15 marks...
haiya. can't think of anything nice... tat incident totally spoiled my mood... :(
6:35 AM
lost without you;
images of me!!! :)
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woohoo!! london's cool...
okae... i'll stop being lame..
tatas~
:)
4:44 AM
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